OJ Simpson and possible mind control connections

•November 2, 2009 • Leave a Comment

This subject matter is a bit far fetched..but something about it caught my eye today.

I do recall even back then, before I understood my own situation, I..saw things I understood about OJ’s behavior.

He seemed to go into a phase I used to call ‘glassed over’ eyes or eyes that look like stuffed animal eyes. Its an indication of what I now know is switching or being able to go into a rage and be disassociated while in that state. One can even see oneself doing the violent action but one is not all there lets say.

Also if you watch his playing on the field in the old days..who the HELL has power like that? I dont know much about football but I know when I see someone who has–the Reserve Power. Its like this super human amount of energy that is hidden in reserve and only comes out when needed for a task.
During his abuse of his ex wife she claimed he could rip doors off of hinges.

The primitive energy that is harnessed in mind control slaves is frightening to most modern humans..however, without it humans would never have survived past conditions on this planet. I highly doubt that modern man would survive primitive conditions if put back under the exact same conditions.

Most people in the modern world have no idea of the possible power of the human mind, emotions or physical being. All these things have been reduced in our modern society over the centuries.

There are people who seem, for whatever reason, to still carry the ability to call this energy or perhaps produce this much energy and then when compartmentalized can appear normal outwardly(thus the alter system).

There is a theory I have from observing my own case as well as other survivors or suspected survivors…that perhaps there is a common family line or DNA component. Or perhaps searching for the surperman indeed involves not race but certain family lines in certain races.

Also, the system likes to put clues right under the public’s nose and laugh at them. Its a joke to them that no one sees this.
OJ Simpson was regularly abused and treated like crap in Naked Gun and Police Squad..which although a great comedy has its moments that are not so funny.

(1:00-3:12)
I dont know if just anyone can do something like this or if a watch device could be used…its interesting to think about tech being used exclusively opposed to trigger codes or songs being used.

As we can see once again OJ is abused (4:10-4:29) You have to wonder why a pro football player would put up with that kind of treatment.
In many of these he is really put through the ringer. (OK OK the rest of it is hysterical for those of us who love Police Squad and Neilson in general.)

There was always something about the OJ case that seemed like he was targeted. And him being a domestic abuser didnt help his case against violence either.

Have a safe Halloween..its hard for some of you

•November 1, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Some RA survivors have a hard time with this Holiday. For me whatever my programming consists of a protective quality is here, especially on Nov 1. Its my number one holiday..this and my birthday. Xmas is when real depression comes in. That whole holiday period coming up, Thanksgiving and Xmas and New Years. I want to crawl and hide for the whole thing.

Survivorship has a list of Holidays that may help you on thier site or a link to it. It has a calender of all the Holidays that may affect RA survivors adversely.

How to deal with accusations of mental illness

•October 18, 2009 • Leave a Comment

This blog was originally supposed to be about illustrating the bigger picture by showing its parts. How we have reached an era where technology and advances in science make the intrusion into all of our lives. The way that is seems re education and behavior modification are not just for targeted INDIVIDUALS but for the management of the masses.

Also to show a concept I was shown once which is that a prison is being created via pscyhological warfare, manipulation of spaces both public and private and the use of technology. That it creates a structure over the one that is there in the physical yet it uses technology.
Some things I have seen are shocking, about the way I experienced the creation of a ‘reality’ for interference of raw and true reality or happenstance. The manipulation of space and time that surrounds us. I dont want to sound vague but it was a very specific event. It involves the experimentation with the psychic that seems to be going on. You have no idea how…how much society romanticises the power of the mind. Then the true power is lost and little understood and either you believe in it naively or childishly or you take the popular modern psychiatric view that belief in such things are delusions.

Either way what I do NOT see is the concept being understood that such things can be used to severely hurt a human being or cause damage.
Nor am I seeing a concept of manipulation of reality being used as a weapon. This is essentially what TIs experience and I have personally seen in one instance so severely executed that it may be the worst experience I can recall. It was in St Louis of course.

It has ended up to be too big of a canvas and I can only put on it what I know solidly..the subject matter of trauma based mind control programming.

Then the question is always going to be concerning a survivor of programming’s sanity like with the subject matter of alleging being targeted with technologies.
The difference is that with technologies there are things to at least prove such things exist, can exist, are or have been in use and then deduction can be taken to the conclusion that abuses are taking place.
Also Targets can keep thier own sanity sure as alot of TIs experience that they dont feel the effects of what one can only conclude are technologies by going underground 2 levels in something secure or being in a hospital building..or any other place where the same bandwidth used for cell phones is blocked. This is also the exact same band as microwave. The towers have to be above ground as the signal does not travel underground.
The hospital creates what is essentially a Faraday cage. I asked about it recently..the nurse said it was all concrete and steal due to modern fire proofing.

These conditions, many a TI has noticed before understanding what it was that created a change in thier experience, always repeatedly give relief to the Targeted Individual.
Nothing else would make sense and the very fact that most TIs have no prior understanding of tech makes it impossible to say they would ‘imagine’ a change in thier experience that comes out to match up with exactly what would happen.

With programming its more difficult to prove or explain to the outside world. Though the TI is probably more sure about it being ‘real’. A survivor is so sure after starting to wake up from programming (especially having to go in and fight suicide programming) as well as having to had dealt with it all one’s life that there is no doubt that its a system and not delusion. But how are you gonna prove that to the outside world? Well, gang stalking will seal the deal on both fronts.

You can plainly see that you did not imagine those activities and events. I use the gang stalking system to remind me that what is happening to me is real..because there are times that brainwashing sets in and the behavior modification system does its work. You start to doubt that any of it ever happened..in fact you prefer to start thinking that NOTHING happened…then you logically start to question why are you living on the street and all the rest of your circumstances. That is where the psychological prison they set up works. You begin to wonder if maybe, though you know its bs, just saying you had a melt down and and taking a permanent label might be easier.

Its such a great way for the perps to rid themselves of responsibility for doing anything to you. That your just crazy.
The whole package is soooo complicated. And if your programmed you were never in a fair fight anyway..who but we can deal with sorting out complexities and mysteries of systems inside and outside. It would kill anyone else.

Unfortunately the people who would like to get rid of you have people on thier side who are probably just as programmed as you and just as strong.

There are enough survivors out there that you have company at least and others discovering the same stories about their lives to be the only logical explaination to such strange events.